None of us ever really want to get out of bed, particularly those of us living the student life.
Normally I'm an exception to this rule. Recently, however, I've found myself more tired than usual. Why is this? Lack of exercise is probably a lot to do with it. Also, and presumably most importantly, is that I never actually stop thinking about everything. I over-think. For some reason this isn't working for me any more- I've always done it; went through school as the friend of the properly clever kids; and sixth form with similar intellect surrounding me- I had to be clever, or if not clever then at least witty, quick, sharp.
So now I have a dilemma. Continue as I've always been or try and change? I'm twenty; I've been like this since I was eleven; but it's getting me nowhere now. Will it ever? Has it ever? I don't know, wish I did. Will it take more effort to change who I am than it will to try and rediscover how I did it before? It's fair to say that uni hasn't helped at all. Also; as my title pertains, the weather hasn't either.
Not usually one to complain about the weather. However, if March is warmer than April then there are massive problems. It turns my body clock on its head. If my body clock is already destroyed then I have no chance of staying awake. If it wasn't so implicitly suicidal I'd probably intend on sleeping forever.
Maybe I can stay as I am but simplify everything; wait till Summer and sit on my arse, gleefully doing nothing but drinking in the sun.
Living the dream, I know.
